For me, everything is a ritual. Most of the time it's not about the result of my efforts, but about the process itself. I have never really been fast at anything unless forced to; as a child I took painstaking efforts to write every letter just so; I clean slowly; I cook slowly; I write slowly. A lot of people get impatient with me.
Another thing I realized is that, no matter how hard I try, I'm just not a good materialist. I lose things right and left, and it doesn't really phase me anymore; I can't let it. If I did I would be constantly moping around.
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